Math isn't hard. It's beautiful.

The stem of a true mint is square.  I learned this last year.  Not sure who told me.  Turns out it's true.  Peppermint, spearmint, chocolate mint, pineapple mint, all square at the stem.  Right angles.  Even sides.  Rigid geometry in fragrant form.  It freaks me out to tell you the truth.

It's like the Fibonaci scale.  The pattern of arithmetic progression that flower petals and plant leaves follow.  Mathematics in bloom. I suppose I think nature should be allowed its beauty without the burden of physics.  A yellow rose and its leaves should be more than a result of molecules aligned in sequence.  A rainbow should startle wonder that transcends the theory that light against a prism breaks out into a spectrum of its inherent colors, especially when the light is shining through a sudden spring squall.  The bees should swarm the lavender with a busy hum not because of chemical compounds and secretions that convert into sugar molecules.  The bees should swarm the lavender because the sound means Spring is almost over; because the glory of lavender is made more glorious by their presence.

I spent yesterday with an advocate for STEM (Science, Technology, Engineering, Math) learning.  He recited statistics about workforce development and shared the shocking fact that California ranks 50th in digital learning.  Then, he shared a revelation.  STEM learning offers the only chance we have to bury No Child Left Behind and the drama of the over-tested child.  STEM learning will bring creativity and critical thinking back to school.

The square-stemmed mint giggles in delight.  The leaves of thyme count off, Fibonaci style, as each leaf shouts hurray.  As the bees return to their hive and construct the perfect hexagon maze of their honey comb, they buzz in agreement.  We, the dumb humans, may start to get it.  The beauty of nature is not there in spite of, or because of, the math and science.  The math and science is the beauty.  Electrons and neutrons doing a digital dance for no reason other than the beauty of it all.  Atoms combining into harmonious notes of molecules.  Molecules aligning into songs and symphonies of compounds.  Cells counting to three, then five, then eight, before becoming rose petals.  No reason to feel uncomfortable just because it's math.  It's all beautiful.  That's one thing you can count on.

In praise of delayed gratification

The plants are sitting happily in loamy topsoil, surrounded by nests of half-decaying rice straw.  A protective perimeter of organic slug killer outlines each raised bed.  They've been fed healthy meals of rotting fish juice. The irrigation drips for 12 minutes every midnight.  The tomatoes and tomatillos have been staked and caged to tame them upwards.  The peppers lean against their bamboo teepees.  The Roman beans are starting to find their way to their poles.  The marigolds stand ready to attract the good bugs and drive the bunnies away.  So now the waiting begins.

The advantage of my hybrid city:country lifestyle is that once a week I say good bye to my garden and allow the unwatched pot to boil into abundance.  The rest of the week I am like a child during Advent.  In my waking dreams I wonder if the eggplant is going to shake off the earwig infestation and establish itself, when the fist padrone peppers will appear, whether the zucchini will start to blossom.  By the time I arrive back home I am bursting with curiosity.  I park the car, release the hounds, and rush down to the garden to witness the week's progress.

Satisfaction comes. The pumpkins and squash have started to shoot out tendrils.  The tomatoes need to have their suckers pinched off (non-fruiting green growth that starts in the elbows of the primary leaves).  The Armenian cucumber plant has doubled its circumference.  The basil has doubled its height.

And, a little disappointment comes.  That one tomato in the corner by the fig tree is still stunted.  The french beans have a failure to thrive.  One of the eggplant starts has disappeared, victim to a slug who somehow managed to navigate the sluggo mine field successfully.  The Tuscan kale looks like it is about to bolt.  The artichokes are nearly done.

In the next couple of weeks, the weekly rush to the garden will reveal cherries, a spring crop of mission figs, and the first raspberries.  There will be a lull filled by squash blossoms, rainbow chard, a few purple potatoes, and the first zucchini, tender and small.  Then, the thrill ride begins.  I'll find the first tomato, a flash of red in a forest of green.  I might bring it to the kitchen to share.  Or, I'll give in to impulse and pop it into my mouth right there, a burst of gratification well worth the wait.

As we step forward, lets remember the global struggle for LGBT equality

Dear Friends

Yesterday was a historic day.  President Obama’s support for same sex marriage represents a cosmic shift in the struggle for LGBT equality. Although there are still setbacks and disappointments, including Tuesday’s vote in North Carolina to outlaw same sex marriage and civil unions, no one can doubt that the global movement for LGBT equality is gaining strength and public support. 

Here in the United States we may be bracing ourselves for another election year where LGBT equality is used as a wedge issue in swing states.  Globally, however, the struggle can be much more fundamental.  In fact, more than 75 countries still criminalize homosexuality, some with the death penalty. 

Still, the global LGBT movement is at a critical stage in its history and maturity.  Vibrant LGBT rights movements and leaders have emerged in most of the world’s nations, and mainstream human rights organizations have become more inclusive of LGBT.  Many nations have acknowledged the importance of LGBT rights and made attempts to integrate basic protections into their laws and policies. 

However, increased visibility for LGBT rights movements has led to backlash – particularly in the Global South and East.  This backlash has made the need to support emerging rights movements even more vital, because every day LGBT people face harassment, arbitrary arrest and detention, separation from partners and children, and even murder – simply for trying to live with dignity and honesty.

The urgent need for a strong, global LGBT movement is why I joined the board of the International Gay & Lesbian Human Rights Commission (IGLHRC).  With staff in the Philippines, South Africa, Argentina and the US, IGLHRC supports local movements in Africa, Asia, Latin America, the Caribbean, the Middle East and North Africa.  Our work begins on the ground level, listening to, partnering with and training human rights defenders.  Then we help bring their voices to national, regional and international stages, including the United Nations, the African Commission on Human and Peoples’ Rights, the Asia Pacific Forum, and the Inter-American Commission for Human Rights.

To learn more about IGLHRC’s work, check out their website: http://www.iglhrc.org/

IGLHRC’s work is funded primarily by private foundations, and government agencies, including the U.S. State Department that supports our groundbreaking work on Iran. 

I am writing in the hope that you will join me in helping to expand our support to include more individuals.  Individuals like you and me who were moved by President Obama’s groundbreaking announcement.  Individuals like you and me who understand that the struggle for human dignity does not end at our borders. 

To support IGLHRC’s important work, you can go directly to the IGLHRC the Donate Now  button on the IGLHRC web site.   If you plan to be in the New York area in July 16, you could also consider attending our annual event, Celebration of Courage where we are honoring Congresswoman Tammy Baldwin.

If you have any questions about IGLHRC, please let me know and what I can’t answer I can refer to our talented staff.

With hope and love,

Tod

Yesterday was a good day

I'm walking across Union Square, a bag of marked down shoes in one hand, my cell phone in the other, and I come across a beautiful scene of men and women of all ages, shapes, colors, and sizes dancing a tango to the rythmns and beats of a live band.  I'm smiling at the San Francisco-ness of it all and my cell phone jiggles.  I look down and it's a note from my father, "Let's have an Obama toast on Sunday to celebrate!  It is fitting to combine Mother's day, mom'/ Ann's birthday, with this wonderful moment for America."  Quite suddenly my smile turns to tears.  I am deeply moved.  I am deeply grateful.  16 years ago, Peter and I held a commitment ceremony where my father gave a heartfelt toast about the "real family values" present at this celebration of his son's love for another man.  My father was 16 years ahead of the President.  My 48 year old self tears up thinking about that event, yesterday's email message, and the good fortune I have to have such a father.  My 14 year old self -- he's still in there -- cannot believe what happened yesterday.  That boy could not imagine a day when the President of the United States -- at great political risk -- would stand up for the rights of gay & lesbian people in such an absolute way. That boy could not imagine the overwhelming joy of a moment like yesterday. 

Spring hurts so good

My neck is red.  My hands are dry and chapped.  My palms are sliced and scratched.  My fingernails are filled with earth.  My fingertips are raw and not yet calloused.  My nostrils are dusty.  My back aches and my knees buckle every time I climb the stairs.  Three weekends of solitary construction and creation.  Just me and the dirt and the black spaghetti tube irrigation and the post driver and the chicken wire.  I am the architect of the canals of Tenochitlan.  I am a slave building the aqueducts of Carthage.  I am an eight year old boy losing an afternoon in his Lincoln Logs.

Just me and the seedlings that I nurtured myself.  Nine varietals of heirloom tomatoes whose identities got jumbled in transport.  Pumpkins from Provence.  Eggplant from Japan.  Tomatillos from Oaxaca.  Squash from Martinique.  Kale from Tuscany.  Beans from Calabria.  Basil from Genoa.  Sweet, hot, red, green, orange, and chocolate peppers.   I am the designer of an edible Versailles.  I am the son of the Earth Goddess.  I am a United Farm Worker.  I am a Woody Guthrie song.  I am content.